tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91632385763477464602024-03-14T13:47:40.816+08:00Intanathirah ,Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.comBlogger50125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-82545476806856013252016-02-11T12:05:00.001+08:002016-02-15T19:01:54.714+08:00Bae Kut Teh :3<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">
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Okay. Here some fact about this guy. Cute, thats all. Just kidding hehe. No actually, he make my life so much better . It has been years since we know each other. You hv been such a good bae, a good listener, mostly like my diary. Thanks for lending me your ears. Wasting your breath on me. Arguing with me over petty things. Endure my bad behaviours. Dude, stay being you in the way i knw you bcs thats the you that i hv always adore. All your ugly things are pretty to me . </div>
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" aku sebenarnya dah penat layan kerenah dia ni " aaaaaaa pls dont . Tumbuk nanti . </div>
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(3yrs & still counting......) pls bertahan dengan aku pls pls pls . Aku bom nanti</div>
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<br />Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-54336172023167865872016-02-11T11:31:00.001+08:002016-02-11T11:31:21.331+08:00Hari demi hari sikit demi sedikit aku belajar buang orang dalam hidup . Myb aku tak expert macam orang lain . But i hv to Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-79421223719970276062016-01-18T04:11:00.001+08:002016-07-13T22:28:31.859+08:00Tak perlu sayap, aku ada roket sendiri.<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Harini aku dapat nafas baru<br /><br />Orang kata kalau kita nak tengok orang yang kita sayang bahagia, kita kena lepaskan dia pergi. Aku lepaskan dia pergi demi kebahagiaan dia. Dia juga layak bahagia. Tapi bukan dengan aku. Dan kalini aku dah di ajarkan oleh diri sendiri untuk jadi lebih kebal supaya hati aku lebih konkrit dan tak mudah rapuh untuk apa apa pun yang datang lepasni.<br /><br />Aku tak pernah tahu bila dia berlalu pergi dari hidup aku. Aku ada juga cari, tapi mungkin dah terlalu lama mencari jadi aku berhenti mencari. Lalu aku berjalan, tidak lagi mencari. Aku tahu kau dah menjauh, berlalu pergi tanpa kata. Aku teruskan perjalanan aku. Sehingga kini, tetap membawa semangat yang pernah kau titipkan dulu.<br /><br />Yang nyatanya, aku simpan sendiri. Dan biarkan perasaan ni berlalu pergi dengan sendirinya. Walaupun kewujudan perasaan ni tak pernah aku minta. Aku jadi macam ni sebab diri sendiri. Tak perlu lah nak salahkan sesiapa. Yang nyatanya, it came from me.<br /><br />Terima kasih sebab banyak berjasa. Tapi kali ni, aku kena pergi.<br /><br /><br />Aku pergi dulu,jaga diri .</span><br />
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Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-80236073864584291972016-01-16T14:35:00.001+08:002016-06-01T15:02:35.386+08:00<div>
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Biar aku menangis sebanyak mana pun ,</div>
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Airmata aku bukan kau yang bayar .<br>
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Biar aku menjerit sekuat mana pun ,<br>
Suara aku bukan kau yang punya .<br>
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Biar aku mati hidup kembali pun ,<br>
Hidup mati aku bukan jasad kau yang aku pinta ,<br>
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Biar . Bukan urusan kau .<br>
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Kau kata kau peduli ,<br>
Tapi kau tak pernah ada .<br>
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Kau kata kau janji ,<br>
Tapi janji kau tinggalkan mati .<br>
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Kau kata kau sakit dengan lidah aku ,<br>
Tapi aku punya sakit bila mana lidah kau tikam tepat ke jantung aku ada pernah kau kira ? Ada pernah kau rasa ?<br>
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Ada pernah kau terpikir<br>
" aku hanya pikir aku , aku hanya pikir sakit aku, aku hanya pikir apa yang dia buat tapi aku tak pernah pikir dia. Aku tak pernah pikir sakitnya dia dan aku tak pernah pikir apa yang aku buat. Mungkin itu lebih perit dari yang aku rasa. Lebih pedih dan siksa ". Pernah ?<br>
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Tak apa, dari dulu lagi kau dah ajar aku untuk hidup tanpa kau. Kau dah ajar aku untuk biasakan diri dengan ketiadaan kau . Kau hanya cari bila perlu. Kau perlu aku bila mana kau rasa sunyi, when you need someone to be there for you and bosan myb? Mungkin aku memang tempat persinggahan sementara kau mengejar someone yang kau cari untuk menyempurnakan hari hari kau.<br>
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Buat apa ada aku untuk kau sedang kau tak perlu aku? Kau pegang aku untuk kepentingan diri sendiri. You treat me like im nothing. You came and asked to stay in my heart for a while. But then you realized who i was & you left with no words nor explanation. Is it funny? Just to let you knw, im the type of girl who wont leave unless you give me the reason to do so. <br>
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Yknw wht? I still keep the shitty message you sent me so whenever i hv the urge to talk to you, i look back & realize how toxic youre to me. And yeah, i miss how we used to be. I miss you always being there for me, anytime, anywhere. I miss how happy i was with you. I miss you i miss us i miss the old us. I miss 72 weeks ago. I miss having you to talk to whenever i wanted but i knw i hv to move on bcs this is pointless. Just wish you the best of luck in everything you do. It sucks , it truly does. But i wanted you to be happy & she makes you happier than i ever could. And thats all i wanted for you .<br>
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Im not sitting around waiting for you to call. Im not staying all night waiting to hear your voice. IM OKAY WITHOUT YOUz But, one thing i wont do is force ppl to stay in my life.You wanna go & pretend like i dont exist anymore ? Cool . Bye<br>
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( i keep staring at the damn ceiling in the dark , wondering whos gonna forget all the promises we made and be the first to say gdbye )</div>
Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-9307806936420325212016-01-09T03:55:00.001+08:002016-01-09T03:55:44.129+08:00I wish i could forget yr name . Whenever i hear it , it creates a lump in my throat and a drop in my stomach . It makes me feel sick bcs i wonder , how can someone who made me so happy cause me to feel this much pain now . I dnt want to salvage the memory of you bcs all it does now is make me feel numb . I see how happy you are now & im glad , but all i wonder is if you hope that i find happiness like i do for you .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-86527010420272022962016-01-09T03:47:00.001+08:002016-01-09T03:47:06.120+08:00You said you were afraid to lose me , then you faced your fears & left . Now , I am left with nothing but I am still madly , deeply inlove with you . I do not understand love nor myself for how am I able to still love you when you walked out of my life without giving me an explanation on how or why . Ive waited a thousand days & im willing to wait a million more fr you . But then again , you've hurted me to the point where im in piece & i cant put myself back together anymore .<br />
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Remember the forevers and the promises ? Well now . I cannot blv in them anymore . You promised you would nvr leave and i promise i would nvr hurt myself but you left and now , i hurt myself . Again again and again . Guess we're even . I gave you everything of me and that was my biggest mistake , fr now . Someday , i hope i can look at you in the eye and feel nothing .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-58155323952118648202016-01-09T03:29:00.001+08:002016-01-09T03:47:18.795+08:00To him who dont give a shit . What would happen if I wait a little bit longer ? And what is the exact mathematical probability fr me not to be dumb by someone like him ? Someone who had changed so much . Everyday , you were so good to me . I thought i knw him , I knw his heart . Until one day I realised , you dnt care abt me anymore . A lot of why you why me questions lingered in my heart tht I couldnt bare by myself . You wouldnt there to soothe me . But I dnt care , no more . I survived frm those pains & heartbreaking . What is more important is I survived frm a new you .<br />
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It hurts , nigga . It really really hurts .<br />
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<br />Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-79967732379362216092015-11-03T15:34:00.001+08:002015-11-03T15:34:02.234+08:00Kalau nak tembak , <div>Jangan dari arah jauh .</div><div>Tembak aku dari arah dekat . </div><div><br></div><div>Baru kepuasan . </div>Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-74637493375221844722015-05-12T18:34:00.000+08:002016-06-01T14:55:42.306+08:00I called him ' bae '<br>
Aku ada kawan<br>
baik tapi annoying<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
caring but not too loving<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
bila ada menyampah bila takde rindu<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
lembut dengan orang lain tapi kasar dengan aku<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
sweet tapi suka buat aku benci<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
suka makan tapi tak besar besar<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
yang suka cari pasal tapi sayang<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
tak reti nak marah marah tapi bila marah aku terdiam<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
yang suka buat aku merajuk tapi pandai ambil hati<br>
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Aku ada kawan<br>
jaga aku macam budak kecil tapi dia sendiri tak reti jaga diri<div><br></div><div>Aku ada kawan</div><div>complicated nak mati tapi always rasional</div><div><br></div><div>Aku ada kawan</div><div>Imaginasi tinggi sampai takenal diri sendiri tapi dia kenal diri aku</div><div><br>Aku ada kawan<br>
yang tak macam kawan<br>
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Tapi aku consider sebagai kawan dan tak lebih. I love my life with you happy happy gelak gelak gurau gurau tapi kau tahu, kita tak boleh terus selama lamanya bersama. Nanti satu hari kau pasti akan ada kehidupan lain. Begitu juga, aku.</div>Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-43364299747682460732015-05-12T13:10:00.000+08:002016-06-01T15:14:39.991+08:00satu atau dua ?Dalam dunia ni ada dua jenis manusia.<br>
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Dua, bila dia sayang seseorang dia pegang seseorang tu untuk kepentingan diri dia dan dalam masa yang sama dia kejar orang lain.</div>
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Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-12732277097425921062015-02-04T23:37:00.000+08:002015-02-04T23:38:32.298+08:00well said , im a fool<br />
They said im a fool<br />
they said i deserve better<br />
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" dia takde rupa , tapi kenapa mahu dia ? dia ego , tapi kenapa masih mahu ? dia tidak peduli tapi kenapa masih disini ? dia tidak menghargai tapi kenapa masih disisi ? "<br />
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because im a fool .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-27276785866269303582015-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:002015-02-04T23:22:23.939+08:00Move Onuntuk aku ,<br />
bangun dan pergi .<br />
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untuk kau ,<br />
terima kasih .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-32505399831250176292015-02-03T18:34:00.001+08:002016-06-01T15:15:10.098+08:00Cilaka<br>
sedang asyik menulis<br>
tiba datang satu rasa<br>
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tangan jadi kaku<br>
lidah jadi kelu<br>
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emosi jadi sayu<br>
badan jadi layu<br>
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cakap dalam hati<br>
" rasa apa ini Tuhan ? sakit "<br>
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maka ada satu suara halus menjawab ,<br>
itu rasa cilaka . apa kau tidak pernah rasa ?<br>
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pernah .<br>
tapi cilaka ini terpaling cilaka sekali<br>
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ahh . bodoh<br>
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Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-19160341597800582702015-02-02T00:29:00.000+08:002015-02-03T18:13:37.950+08:00Kelibat Bangsat<br />
Berambus dari mimpi mimpi aku . Berambus dari hidup aku .<br />
Berambus dari hati aku<br />
Cilaka apa yang datang sampai menjengah dalam mimpi aku setiap hari ?<br />
Aku taknak kau . Even dalam mimpi pun .<br />
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Tak perlu kata yang kau risaukan aku<br />
Yang kau ambil berat tentang aku<br />
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Kalau kau sebenarnya abaikan aku<br />
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Geli lah<br />
Muak .<br />
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Notakaki : Dalam banyak banyak mimpi yang kau jengah setiap hari dalam mainan tidur aku , aku paling benci mimpi yang tadi . dan . aku benci kau mulai saat ni . blahIntan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-43106466403588864772015-02-02T00:17:00.000+08:002015-02-03T18:15:35.923+08:00Sialan<br />
Tinggi tinggi gunung kinabalu<br />
Tinggi lagi ego aku .<br />
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Aku penat main tarik tali<br />
Aku penat jaga hati sendiri<br />
Aku penat telan hempedu yang koyak rabak<br />
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Sedang kau bergalak sana sini<br />
Ketawa sampai separuh nyawa<br />
Tersenyum sumbing kanan dan kiri<br />
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Pedih dia dekat sini<br />
Dekat dalam ni<br />
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Sakit sial . sakit<br />
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<br />Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-41342949727001580222015-01-08T02:25:00.003+08:002015-01-08T02:26:54.803+08:00on my way to kill youI'll vanish without you knowing . i'll make you miss me with regrets . because you dont make any effort to make me stay . and i swear i'll be the best thing you'll ever lose .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-41331405739260413122015-01-08T02:23:00.004+08:002015-04-19T14:17:03.974+08:00Its killing me insideYou know what's the hardest part ? is that when you have to refrain yourself from showing that you're hurt .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-86207495183518699072015-01-08T02:21:00.003+08:002015-01-08T02:21:41.917+08:00BiarBiar aku biasakan diri dengan ketiadaan kau . supaya kehilangan kau tak memberi kesan apa apa pada aku . NantiIntan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-3647866876743956602015-01-08T02:17:00.003+08:002016-06-01T15:13:36.216+08:00Can you feel it ?Nothing hurts more then trying so hard to be good enough and then being replaced by someone better .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-61148319263800858342015-01-08T02:12:00.001+08:002015-01-08T02:14:55.341+08:00As you wish ,You pushed me away . And now im gone .<br />
As you wish , i'll let you go .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-90379635910672326772015-01-08T02:07:00.002+08:002015-01-08T02:07:41.929+08:00Fyi ,Hati aku bukan ada dua tiga . cuma ada satu . yang satu ni lah aku kena jaga jaga .<br />
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Supaya tak tersalah lagi .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-78093286126809698152015-01-07T17:45:00.003+08:002015-01-07T17:45:31.497+08:00NightmareLast night i dreamt<br />
That somebody loved me<br />
No hope no harm<br />
Just another false alarm .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-34778646553122708042015-01-07T17:39:00.000+08:002015-01-07T17:39:10.598+08:00No otherThere is someone i keep in my heart . i love him and no one else . it is a love that will only die with me .<div>
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Well i can tell you , there is only one love . if any person claims to have loved twice in all their life - they have not loved at all .</div>
Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-67030511048185333562015-01-07T17:18:00.001+08:002015-01-07T17:18:13.362+08:00Just ' if 'If you really want me in your life , where ever i go you will find me .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9163238576347746460.post-58267671008252957862015-01-07T16:42:00.000+08:002015-01-07T16:42:15.989+08:00There , i still will be I gave you the sun , but you wanted the moon<br />
when i gave you the moon , you wanted the stars<br />
so i reached blindly for the most infinite stars<br />
and wrapped myself around each one of them<br />
just for you .<br />
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The stars , the moon and the sun combined ,<br />
weren't enough for your fickle heart<br />
so i took my tears and made you a sea<br />
so you can sail the earth and find the impossible treasure<br />
you constantly seek .<br />
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Yet every morning ,<br />
my sun will be there to wake you<br />
every night ,<br />
my moon will be there to calm you<br />
and if you ever need me , look amongst the stars<br />
wrapped in each one of them<br />
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There , i still will be .Intan Athirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02055476893320490075noreply@blogger.com0